The Tears of my heart

I slumped back
The depth of sense of in an uncertain
Grief tore at the soul
When I wanted to lean my heart on one's
From which I hope to have compassion and love are intact and truly sincere, but I can not get it. 
Did I expect too much?
Because the perfect look for someone who is not easily found
 

Love is not always beautiful and often painful
I used to not care about the love 
And I do not know what love is like and how is it love?
But when I thought I had found the love of it,  
Why did I feel the heartache and grief experienced repeatedly?
I thought I'd find happiness as I expected and I wanted as I was looking for this 
Apparently I'm disappointed .....
Though I have given all my heart, my soul, my feelings, and my life totally for love
I only cry and blame myself
And I felt like the stupidest human being on this earth
Why should I risked everything just for a love that was making me suffer and hurt ...? 

Now I only feel regret for my own self
And I will never again believe in love
Although it is not easy for me to delete it and forget about it from my life ... 
Now my heart is always tears every time.... 



Wednesday, January 18. 2012, at : 09:00am